recently..

recently i've gotten into this very pek chek mood...

i oso dunno y im pek chek and wat am i pek chek at..juz feel pek chek..

haha...maybe its pms?

haha

anw..i think i feel better now.. :)

juz now it was raining heavily, so i brought an umbrella to find my sis n bring her home..

on e way, i told her how much i hated cancelling work for school..cos i would earn lesser money and it's alr planned..im ruining other's plans u noe..by cancelling work..

n she said like tt my reputation at work will be v bad which i agree..but haiz..

i juz dun like to cancel work for school..it affects me..financially etc..

so i oni have 3days worth of pay to get next mth...how pathetic..its less den a hundred dollars..damn it..n i still hv to pay my hp bill n survive till e next pay..haiz

i dunno how to explain but i juz dun like it..

n my sis told me tt last time when she was in poly, her frens did not talk to her whenever she had pms cos she oso attitude, pek chek dem..n said its not good..

den i told her..tis is e first time i so pek chek during tt time of the month..haiz

dunno la..

den e children at childcare oso giving me unnecessary stress...damn

i didnt really talk or play with them..maybe tt's y dey dun like me or, to me dey are scared of me?? ARGH

hate to go childcare...but still hv to go no matter wat..its proj ppl..sian

haiz..cant wait to get it over n done with ASAP..first time i wan to run away so much from childcare...

ARGH

so sian.........im so tired of coping with sch n work...its getting harder n harder i dunno y...

haiz

i dunnooooooooooooooooooooooo

yes..im running away from everything... ARGH ROAR!!!

haiz...i dunno y i pek chek..dunno y i bad mood which makes me more angry with myself...ARGH
n i think its affecting others with my mood now oso...haiz..im sorry to those affected.. :)

haiz...will update with pictures when im free..accumulated loads of pictures since 4nov.. :P

p/s i appeared on korean SBS tv!!! haha..so happy!!! XD
I HEART SHINHWA <3